Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Things that I felt while sitting in the backyard reading today after the Dr. appointment

The God who made you, made me.
I can (also) do no harm
We're the same
I have my touch therapy,
The hands of the trees giving away
Balsam fir sweeping away the negative, the fear

I balance what I could have lost
had alot of time to think
and practice
new behaviour therapy
of listening with open ears
and heart and mind
Don't get stuck on an idea
let it go and
be as honest as you feel you can
The hand that made thee, made me
We ARE alive
So I get my hair back
and my neuropathy goes away
and I accept as real
that I have these cancers in me
and now I take my best steps
step as best as I can.

I don't have to sit in the chemo room.
I get my nephrostomy internalized.
I have an excellent Dr..
God please guide me, please protect me, please rejeuvinate me, please lead me, please heal me.
Take these steps with me.
Eckhart Tolle, Power Of Now:

"What is God? The eternal One Life underneath all forms of life. What is Love? To feel the presence of that One Life deep within yourself and within all creatures. To be it. Therefore, all love is the love of God... Love is not selective, just as the light of the sun is not selective.. It does not make one person special. It is not exclusive. ... All you can do is create a space for transformati0n to happen, for grace and love to enter." (p.131)

I don't know if I've navigated well, thus far, in terms of my behaviour towards others and towards life itself. I'm very gullible, with myself.

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